The king of Junk

To be honest

A few days ago, I had a drink with my friends after work.
We had a meaningful conversation about job, life, girl, guy, and dream.
We used to belong to a same ski team in unversity, and spent most of our school age together for 3 and a half years.
We spent a few months in mountains every winter, and even in summer, we did lots of stupid trips and drinkings together with other team mates.
We really had a great time, I can say that.
But now, he is the only one friend among other team mates, whom I personally still hang out with.
I don't ask other ex-team mates to hang out, and they don't ask me either.
I really liked to be with my team mates, but after graduation, I started to feel awkward to meet everyone and it got difficult for me to share a fun time with them...
I don't know why.
I just can not follow what they're laughing about, and didn't feel comfortable with thier topic.
I felt that they are sometimes too childish as they just kept making people drink with songs, and playing stupid games just to make loser to do a penalty, which wasn't so funny to me...
Sometimes they looked too adult for me, as they seriously talk about thier marriage.
They say they wanna get married and are getting ready for it, this topic didn't attract me either.
So Junko who can not adjust herself into the childishness & adultness of her friends, was kind of avoiding to join a big gathering. and prefered to hang out with certain person one by one.
But as I talked with this guy, I started to miss all of my ex-team mates.
And I realize that I still care how they are doing, of coures, coz they used to be a part of my family.
On 24/SEP, The 30th anniversary party of my ski team will be held at Intercontinental Hotel.
I was going to be absent, because that's the day I will come back from Italy.
Yet as I checked my flight schedule again, I found out that I may be able to join the post-party party :) :) :)
I now would love to see them again, coz if I don't seem them this time, I never know when I'll have next time.....

posted by junkoba @ 10:09 PM