eternal question
I'm finally done with the report of my Italy trip!It took away all my free time for a week since I came back, I felt like I was working at office and even at my home everyday... Definitely no time for unpacking all of my stuff I brought to Italy and my room is still messy (it's just an excuse of my room's messines actually, in fact my room is always full with junks anyway).
Well, it's over now. I will post the report to the agent today, and yeah, I'll be freeeeee!
Plus, I didn't have much time over the last weekend either...
There was a comsumer seminar for Morocco trip on Saturday which I attended as a presentater.
It was fun actually, to give a presentation of where I visited and explained what the trip would be like, to attempt consumers to have a same experience as well.
This is the moment I wanna continue my current job, when I find out that I have been getting skillful with something I had never thought I could 1 and a half years ago.
But now it's ovbious even to myself that I have developed my business manner and got a bit confidence in it.
I know I can never be perfect but I can see me getting skilled up, which makes me wanna keep on working here.
Well... but you know how easily girls can change thier minds, right?
So I wonder how long I can keep this feelign towards to my job, and of course I am always swinging between many other choices of my life.
It never ends. I guess I will live like this for the rest of my life.
Appreciating what I have right now, but also struggling to try something different and see something new,
not being able to give up what attracts me...
I'm tempted by so many choices that I can never completely feel satisfied with, no matter what choice I make.
Is that because I yet haven't found only one thing I am willing to devote myself, my life?
Or is everyone also struggling to make up thier mind just like me, even though they look like they are competent enough to carry one the life they chose?
I need to talk to people now.
now that I'm done with what I was supposed to be done. Now my time exists for only myself.
I will go talk to people about that, coz I need to know. I don't need the answer but I need to know what other people think about the choices they have made in the past, and how they are going to choose other options of thier life in the future.
posted by junkoba @ 7:00 PM
2 Comments:
i am with you there on the eternal question, sometimes i love what i am doing right at that moment, but then when i start thinking of options my heart sways and then i am off again searching for something.
my mum told me that this is life, we are always searching and trying to accomplish something through each thing we decided to "find."
>Chi
Neeeee, There is no only one "right" answer to anything, but you are the only one who has a right to judge if it's right or wrong to you.
Your judgement applies only to you, but not to other people.
So anything can be either right or wrong. It just depends on how you judge...
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